I am a defender. In every sport I've ever played, I am always a defender. Protecting the goal, keeping it safe. This also applies to my heart. I am not a fighter, I defend. I work hard to keep it safe, keep it from anyone who gets to close. It's what I have learned to do, its all I really know. Building walls up to keep people out, and to keep myself in.
This has always been me, until now.
"This heart that I've followed Has left me so hollow. That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything"
Suddenly life seems brighter, clearer, better.
I have a fear of change, even if it is good change. Yes this is odd coming from the girl who changes her hair colour almost every month, but it still scares me. So letting someone get this close is a big change for me. Never have I been more afraid in my life.
"Now don't be scared, it's only love That we're falling in"
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