Falling Slowly

Life doesn't seem to be going my way lately. It started with one little thing, then set of a chain reaction.
Feels sick > Time off School > Teachers get mad and request a doctors note > Go to the doctors for said note > Turns out I have a kidney infection > More time off school > Other teachers get mad > Fall behind in all my classes > Teachers get mad > I get stressed > Feels even more sick.

It. Sucks.

It started just over two weeks ago, the same night I was "dumped." Funny that.
Although you cant really call it being dumped, that implies that we were going out, which we weren't. Just two friends who liked each other just a bit more then friends.

I'm still deciding if I write what happened, or if it stays just another secret of mine. Its not that I'm afraid to say it, I just don't want to be spreading a story that wasn't meant to be shared on the internet. But I will tell you this:
For once, he actually goes to my school (for now).

Shout out to Jaws :P
To be honest, I have been dying to catch up with you again. I haven't had a DM like that in ages!!! And I am super keen to have another, and soon!
There has been a lot going on in my life, and a lot that I want to tell/talk to you about, and as much as I love my friends at school, I'd like to talk to someone about it all without them saying "I told you so" or "Can I punch him, please??"

Also, I've been itching to share some of my new songs with someone, and who better then a fellow song writer?

Which reminds me, I've finished the song "Run Home"
Carrying on from where I left off here:


"Was I just another bump in the road,
Just another problem of yours?


Darling dear, don't you ever be afraid of what you've done,
It will come back to haunt you.


Leave me just the way you found me,
Alone in the dark.


Run home to where you feel safe.
Run to your hiding place."


-Sighs-


I always knew I was going to end up hurt
I just didn't think it would be like this
Not like this