It’s a bit of an interesting situation actually. The guys I like are either older than me, live in a different town, or we are so close that I am afraid that if I tell them I like them, I will lose everything and right now, it’s all three of those things.
I've known him for a few years now, and I've kind of always had a little crush on him. To some of you, this is a real news flash because before now, the longest you have known that I've liked someone was 9 months. Yeah... sorry about that.
Anyway, it seems that over time this little crush aint so little anymore, and now it looks like I’m stuck in a very confusing situation. It seems I have two options, both have multiple outcomes.
· I tell him now, he freaks out, things become awkward and I lose everything.
· I wait another few years till I am of an acceptable age, tell him, and it ends the same way as the first bullet point.
· I wait another few years till I am of an acceptable age, but by then he’s found someone else and I just keep my mouth shut and act like nothing is wrong.
· I tell him now and he feels the same (not likely)
· I wait another few years till I am of an acceptable age, tell him, and he feels the same (again, not likely)
There is also the option where I just keep my mouth shut and act as if these feelings don't exist, but that's not really how I role.
I’m probably making things more complicated than they really are, but that’s kind of expected from a teenage girl.
But yet after all this, I’m not worried. Okay, that’s not completely true. I am worried, but I know that whatever the outcome, God has a plan for me. Whether it includes this guy or not, who knows? God does J
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